Whats that you say? Something looks different?

Well, I am currently working on changing the look of my site -don’t worry, it will not be grass and clouds. This is just a temporary look for now.

More to come soon!

I had an appointment with my endocrinologist a few weeks ago and more than one thing he said struck a chord on my heart. Have I ever mentioned that he is my favorite doctor? I have caught myself talking to Dale about the doctor’s heart and how I felt the doctor gave me more insight into Jesus here on earth. He said:

“I think the only prescription that will help you right now is pregnancy.”

I about fell off the table.

I have been to all of my doctors and none of them validated what I felt I need right now in my life and that is my hunger to grow our family with another child, to hold my baby in my arms, to see Lindy play with her sibling. Dr. G saw straight through me and said what I’ve known for the past year. Not that a pregnancy and baby will take away this ache in my heart, I know that, but that instinct, that void will be answered.

We are going on 8 months now with no success. I keep finding myself saying in my prayers to God, “What does God want to show me in 2010?”

So…with that kind of prescription Doc, how do I fill it?